Rant

I just want to go out and see the world. My dad even told me I can go do what I want. He even said I can drop college if I wanted to and just get a job and live off of that. He doesn't want me to be paying debts after college. I want to drop, but I can't. Now that I think of it, not many people can get this kind of education and people strive to try to provide for the future generation. I hear commercials on the radio saying not many people graduate college..NO SHIT! College is expensive and not everyone can afford it! I won't drop. I can't. But, it pains me that I'm wasting everyone's money for pointless classes that I have to sit through in order for me to graduate. But, really? When will I use Speech in Accounting? Never. I hate it. There are so many things I plan to do in the future, but I'm stuck here doing nothing; playing video games everyday and have no job because it's hard to get one with social anxiety. Especially that moment in the interview when you know you didn't get the job. What makes me more angry that they just send you a letter with just a sentence or two saying that you didn't get the job. I'd rather have them call me and say it. I'm stuck. I don't know what to do.